I posted this last night, but thought I'd put it on it's own thread where more people would know what is going on:
Well I know I'm supposed to come on here with joyous news, but am so worn out and in a state of tears right now. The oncologist viewed my CT Scans and there is a tumor that is on my heart that is roughly the entire size of the aorta. If I looked whipped out when I get to state later today it's because of the lack of sleep and rough night I've had from all of this developing news regarding my health.